Oh. Also. I made a New Years Resolution that I haven’t told anyone. I’m not planning on telling anyone either. I’m tempted to break it every single day, but I hope that I do not. Some things are so detrimental to your health and this is one of them. My mental health anyway.
Okay. I apologize tumblrs, for being a dramatic person to follow tonight. Sometimes I just get a little dramatic.
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE?! I hate serving. It’s horrible.
Tonight I served Jack White of the White Stripes and Third Man Records at J. Alexanders. He complimented my eye makeup (which if you know me, is a BIG deal). He then took both copies of the receipt which means I had to claim $0. DON’T TAKE BOTH COPIES OF THE RECEIPT. IT IS THE SAME THING AS LEAVING A SERVER NOTHING. It just stinks because you know he didn’t mean to, but I still end up with no money.
Anyway. Rant over.
I know I’m supposed to have this desire and/or need to procreate and get married, but honestly I do not at this time in my life. Maybe it will come to me eventually? I’m not sure.
My friends that have been getting engaged, married, pregnant lately I really am happy for, but I’m just not interested currently.
Do I want to be alone forever? Not exactly.
But am I hoping/dreaming/wishing I were committed forever currently? Not even in the slightest.
Can’t everyone just cool it already? We are 22 years old. There is no rush.
My mom got married when she was exactly my age. Maybe I should be worried…
Nah.
*thoughts for the night*
Goodnight Tumblrs. I hope you feel the same way I do (at least to an extent).
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I’m going to be alone forever. Blah blah blah.
I just cried watching Sister Wives.